SIGH
BIG
FUCKING SIGH
i kind of broke up with him. but not really. i think we concluded that we’re both going to both out and sort ourselves out and decide what we’re doing. It’s scary. it’s sad. its exciting. i can get my life on track. no distractions. not emotional involvement. it’s a learning process i guess.
it feels so weird. i feel sick really. all this time with someone. everything we’ve been through.
😦
i don’t know. he’s just not man enough. but i don’t know if i care now.
oohhh what am i supposed to do.
i don’t like the way he walks
and the shape of his head.
im insane.